原创翻译 弯弯字幕组
生命并不取决于 Life isn't measured by the number
我们呼吸的次数 of breaths we take.
它取决于每一次让你屏住呼吸的瞬间 But by the moments that take our breath away.
联邦调查局洛杉矶224号 FBI Los Angeles 224.
我是探员所罗门 编号6GTM This is Agent Solomon, code 6GTM.
我是探员德里特 编号31522NG Yeah, it's DeRitter, 31522NG
我需要你们帮我在梅尔维埃湖做掩护 I'm gonna need a cover for Lake Mervielle.
位于加州北部 It's located in Northern California.
我不确定我得呆多久 I don't know how long I'm staying,
但你还是发到我手机上吧 but just send it to my phone.
好的 德里特探员 10 four, DeRitter, will do.
梅维梅维戈吗 Marigo, Marigold?
是梅尔维埃湖 Lake Mervielle.
妈妈 湖里应该有鱼吧 It looks like there's fish in there, mom.
她回到梅尔维埃湖的那个秋天 The fall she returned to Lake Mervielle
一切都被改变了 everything changed.
你他妈在想什么 What the fuck were you thinking?
你差点把自己弄死 You almost got yourself killed,
更别提前去的后援了 not to mention your backup.
求你了 我还有个孩子 Please, I have a baby!
放了她 Let her go.
没错 她在逃避 但她根本不知道 Yes, she was running, but she had no idea
自己为什么决定回到这个地方 why she chose to come back here of all places.
卧槽 Holy Christ!
天呐 Oh my God, shit
- 不好意思 - 天呐 这也太尴尬了 -I'm sorry. -I can't believe this is happening. Jesus.
我刚刚听到一声尖叫 I heard a scream earlier.
是你吗 Was that you?
我只是想去游泳 Just wanted to go for a swim
看来不行了 Now I can't.
我只有这点儿时间 Only time that I have.
好吧 Okay.
你有意见吗 Would you mind?
现在在湖里游泳会不会有点冷 Isn't it a little Autumn for a dip in the lake?
管你什么事儿呢 Is that any of your business?
噢 Oh!
噢 慢点儿 Oh, here.
我没事 我没事 I'm fine, I'm fine.
别碰我 Just get off me.
好吧 Okay.
我就是想问 I just,
你能告诉我哪条路 can you tell me which one of these god forsaken roads
能到梅尔维埃湖吗 Ieads to Lake Mervielle?
去年我和大学室友重聚的时候 At our reunion last year my college roommate
她跟我说她在那儿有个漂亮的山林小屋 told me about her amazing rustic cabin.
有地址吗 Got an address?
有 Yeah.
放在车里了 Oh, it's in the car.
你介意跟我一起过去吗 Do you mind?
这对你应该不是过分的要求吧 If that isn't too much to ask.
你的室友是谁 So who was your college roommate?
她叫希瑟·亚当斯 Heather Adams.
希瑟 Heather?
哇 可真是个人物 Well, quite a character,
但后来没人听说过她的消息了 but no one's heard from her in forever.
你的名字是什么来着 What did you say your name was?
麦肯齐·亚伦 你呢 McKenzie Aaron, and you?
她记得她妈妈曾说过 She remembered her mother saying
这沉睡的冰山有各种稀奇古怪 the sleepy berg was filled with rather eccentric.
丰富有趣的人物 就像小说里一样 and colorful characters right out of the novel.
我觉得吧 I think that has,
- 那块儿有点儿红了 - 对 应该放这儿 see that has a little bit of a red. -Yeah. This is right here.
我去开门 I got it.
嗨 我是来拿木屋钥匙的 Hi, I'm here for cabin keys.
噢 好的 进来吧 Yeah, come on in.
你拼出来了一些新图形 And you've got a few of the new ones together over that.
这对你太难了 It's too challenging for you.
你真可恶 Shame on you!
不好意思 你是 I'm sorry, and you are?
我叫麦肯齐 McKenzie.
你好 麦肯齐 McKenzie.
我是来拿希瑟·亚当斯的木屋钥匙的 I'm here for the Heather Adams cabin.
物业经理说钥匙在你们这儿了 Property manager said they'd leave the key with you?
- 对 - 没错 不好意思 -Ah yes. -Right, I am so sorry.
我们正在测评科林的最新杰作 We were just giving Colin's latest masterpiece a test run.
稍等一下 Hold on one sec.
爷爷出了名的会玩 Grand Pants is famous.
没有 谬赞谬赞 Oh no, not even remotely.
看 他还设计拼图 He designs puzzles, look.
哇 Wow.
第一眼看上去 这就只是拼图的一块儿 First glance, it just looks like part of the design.
但你仔细看看 But when you look closer you can see
每一片都有一个小故事 that each and every piece has it's own little story.
直到你全部拼完 And it isn't until you put all those pieces together
你才能看到完整的故事 that you can actually see the big picture.
我以前也和妈妈玩拼图游戏 I used to do puzzles with my mom
但跟这不一样 but nothing like this.
我妈妈觉得玩这些就是浪费时间 My mom thinks they are a waste of time.
她就觉得把一堆纸片 Like, what's the point of sticking thousands
粘在一起没什么意思 of cardboard pieces together, if you could just
还不如去商店买一副画裱起来 go to the store, buy a print and frame it?
那可不是这么玩儿的 That's hardly the point.
是吧 Right?
给你 Here you go.
- 谢谢你 - 不客气 -Oh thanks. -You are welcome.
如果你入住时有什么需要的话 So if you need any help getting settled in
我的孙女可以提供帮助 my granddaughter here lives to be of service.
不用啦 没问题 No, I've got it.
谢谢 Thank you.
好吧 Okay.
我是谁 Who am I?
我只是恰巧是《松树山公报》唯一的 I just happen to be the sole writer slash editor
作者 编辑以及发行人 and distributor of the Pine Mountain Gazette,
该报为50英里半径内的929名读者提供故事 which serves all 929 readers in a 50 mile radius.
在我读过的所有故事里 Of all the stories I've watched unfold
她的故事是我个人最喜欢的 hers is by far my personal favorite.
嘿 Hey.
小朋友 Hey kid?
你怎么一个人在这儿 Are you supposed to be out here alone?
你妈妈呢 Where's your mom?
在上课 你妈妈呢 Teaching, where's yours?
摸摸看 Touch it?
柔可克刚 Soft things melt hard things.
嗯 我得去个地方 Um, hey I've gotta be somewhere.
很抱歉我刚刚那么说 I'm sorry about what I said.
谁在照顾你 Who is taking care of you?
只要我在法比奥女性读书会的人视线范围内 As long as the Fabio Ladies Book Club can see me
就没问题 I'm okay.
我妈妈叫我戴上这个 以防万一 My mom, she makes me wear this just in case.
有一次我迷路了 然后 One time I got lost, so...
好了 好了 我明白了 Yeah, yeah I got it.
我马上就走了 我需要确认他们知道你在这 Okay, I'm just gonna go and make sure they know you're here.
那可太好了 不然我现在都快跑到墨西哥了 Better 'cause I could be halfway to Mexico by now.
她来这儿是因为她曾经 She was only here because she had promised
承诺她母亲她会回来 her mother she would return.
虽然她这个城里人在这儿有点格格不入 While she was a little too city for these parts
但她从未对她母亲食言 she had never broken her word to her mom.
起码她现在不会 She wouldn't start now.
她可没什么耐心 She had no tolerance for patience.
她无聊的快要发疯了 She thought she might go mad from boredom.
她受够了这个林间木屋 And she was sick of this rustic cabin.
她冒险进城 She ventured into town,
松山旅馆就在那儿 where the Pine Mountain Inn served
那儿也有杂货店 邮局 八卦中心 as the General Store, Post Office and gossip central.
你好 Hey you!
嘿 加入我们 Hey, come join us.
我好像没见过你 I don't think I caught your name
麦肯齐 McKenzie.
大家都叫我麦克斯 But most people call me Max.
我叫卡斯 Cass.
我来介绍一下 这是历经百万冒险的男孩 弗雷迪 May I present Boy of a Million Adventures, Freddie.
这位你见过的 我母亲阿黛尔 And this one you've met is still my mother, Adele.
那个帅哥是罗德尼 And that handsome devil is Rodney,
他就是罗德尼酒吧烧烤店的老板 of Rodney's Rodeo Bar and Grill.
嗨 很高兴见到你 Hi, it's nice to meet you.
很高兴见到你 Lovely to meet you.
在这两次的拜访期间 她了解到 Within two visits she learned Colin
科林曾是一位德高望重的哲学教授 had been a highly revered philosophy professor
直到一天夜里 他决定放弃一切 until he chucked it all one night,
搬进小镇 开始设计 moved into town, and began to design
他那些复杂的拼图游戏 his complex and intricate puzzles.
他很孤独 直到他遇见备受争议的卡珊德拉 Widowed, he met the highly controversial Cassandra,
她是一个反对男女平权 an anti-feminist feminist who believed women
并相信女性可以拥有巨大力量的女权主义者 could be insanely powerful
同时依然优雅动人 and still be full of grace and beauty.
让我在你的海岸搁浅 Let me crash upon your shores,
在你的双腿间沉没 shipwrecking your thighs.
说定了吗 Promise?
她很快就明白了 She quickly came to understand why
为什么法比奥女性读书会的创始人 老母亲阿黛尔 Mama Adele, founder of the Fabio Ladies Book Club,
和女儿卡斯 会被大家称为 and daughter Cass, were known to all
永远在吵架的一家人 as the Endless Bickersons
她听到一个说法 叫弗雷迪视角 She heard a term called Freddie vision,
但她直到很久以后 but she would have no idea what that meant
才明自是什么意思 until much later.
你知道比起米布丁 我更喜欢什么吗 You know what I love more than rice pudding?
是什么 我的小甜心 What, my sweet daughter?
星际冒险 Star Ventures!
当天上最后一颗星星消失 When the last star in the sky disappears
我们就开始星际征程 we begin our star venture.
只有一条规则 And there is only one rule for the day.
就是没有规则 我们随心所欲 想去哪就去哪 No rules, we just go wherever our will takes us.
她不喜欢怀旧 She had no use for nostalgia.
讨厌那些令人腻烦又苦乐参半的回忆 Bristled at the cloying, bittersweet memories.
如果她不能让自己沉溺于工作 If she couldn't bury herself in her work
她就会去跑步 she would run.
无论如何 悲伤战胜不了她 In any event, grief would not best her.
如果你进去了 If you go in there, you're gonna
你会害死她的 get her killed yourself.
等谈判专家来 Wait for the negotiator.
我还没见过哪对母女 I've never seen a mother and daughter any closer
比你们更亲密 than the two of you.
我们都爱她 We all loved her.
她真的独一无二 She was one of a kind.
但你没有把握住时间 But you didn't take the time you needed.
我能看到你眼中的恐惧 I can see the fear in your eyes.
我有个孩子 求你了 I have a baby please!
放她走 Let her go!
你他妈有种吗 Do you got the fucking balls?
我他妈要杀了她 I'll fucking waste her!
开枪吧 Do it!
你别跟这个案子了 You're off the case.
休息一段时间 Off doing it.
90天 90 days.
你的情绪危机就像个疯婆子 Your grief is a scraggy bitch.
她压根儿不在乎什么最好的初衷 And she doesn't give a royal fuck about best intentions
也不在乎你有没有足够奢侈的时间等她消失 or whether you have the luxury of waiting her out.
你必须找个方法度过这段危机 麦克斯 You've gotta find a way through this pain, Max.
不能一直陷进去 Not around it.
嘿 Hey!
嘿 Hey
还好我碰到你了 Glad I caught you actually.
爷爷奶奶叫我来问问你 Grand Pants wanted to know if you wanted to come in
要不要和我们一起吃满月馅饼 for some full moon mud pie.
我不怎么吃甜食 I'm not much of a dessert person.
这可不只是甜食 This is not just a dessert.
这是一次能改变人生的体验 This is a life changing experience.
你应该来的 You need to be here.
他一个月只做一次 He only makes it once a month.
你应该不会想有错失恐惧症吧 You don't wanna get FOMO.
说真的 It's real.
而且我们要开一个新的拼图游戏 Oh and we're about to start a new puzzle.
你看起来很想让生活充实一些 You look like you're trying to keep yourself busy
这儿可不太适合忙碌的生活 and this is not the place for that.
嗯 我肯定不想得错失恐惧症 Well, I definitely don't wanna get FOMO.
太好了 Great.
我们大概7点开始 We start around like seven.
好的 All right then.
科林制作的满月馅饼 Colin's full moon mud pie
灵感来源自每个月的满月天象 came from the monthly celestial event
那时候满天繁星 星月相映 which made the inky night sky brilliant with stars
成为了他创作拼图的灵感 and became the blueprint for his puzzles.
你吃吧 不用等我们 You can start, you don't have to wait.
好的 谢谢 Okay, thanks.
天呐 太香啦 Oh my God, that is so good.
是吧 我跟他说他应该做一名大厨 Right, I tell him he should be a chef.
给你 亲爱的 My darling man.
谢谢亲爱的 Oh, thank you darling.
- 好了 我看看 - 瞧瞧 -All right let's see. -Okay, yeah.
我们有哪些碎片 What have we got here?
我们到哪一步了 Where are we?
女士拼边界 Mademoiselle does borders.
对 对 女士拼边界 Yes, oui oui mademoiselle does borders
直边的卡片要对齐 and the straight edged pieces align themselves
连接天地 with earth or sky.
天呐 我知道这个 God, I know this.
《迷失在翻译中》这是詹姆斯·麦瑞尔的诗 Lost In Translation, the James Merrill poem.
每次他们开一个新谜题局 Every time they start a new puzzle,
他们就要引经据典 they quote it like scripture.
什么也没有失去 或者说一切都是翻译 Nothing is lost or all else is translation.
我们的每一点都会消失在它之中 And every bit of us is lost in it.
嗯 是啊 谜题就是存在主义的隐喻 Um yeah, puzzle as existential metaphor.
没错 Right.
去拿些满月馅饼 Go get some full moon.
好的 先生 Yes sir.
这位是麦肯齐 This is McKenzie.
嗨 Hi.
这个小苍蝇是加布里埃尔的妹妹 This gad fly is Gabrielle's sister,
我有时候也很喜欢我这个孙女 my granddaughter who I like sometimes.
她不由自主地喜欢 In spite of herself she was enjoying
有人陪伴 the company.
还有那个馅饼 那是从她到这以来 And that damn pie, it was the best thing she'd eaten
吃过最好吃的东西 since she got there.
在多次邀请之下 After much urging she finally sat in
她终于加入了每周五的棋局比赛 on the weekly Friday chess tournament.
你要来吗 Are you in?
哦 Oh.
来吧 Get in.
好的 来吧 Okay, let's do this.
你会输得屁滚尿流的 Such disappointment is coming your way.
你并不知道我的水平 好吗 You don't know my chess skills, okay?
来吧 Right.
他赢你就像鞭打租来的骤子一样不留情 He's gonna whip you like a rented mule.
我先给你打个预防针 I'm just telling you up front.
他看上去很无辜 He seems harmless.
像一个可爱的丛林生物一样 但不是这样的 Like a lovely woodland creature, but no.
他现在正悄悄地在偷袭你 This is the part where he sneaks up on you.
不 不 不要这样走 No, no, no, not that.
像森林里的猴子 Like a monkey in the woods.
下的不错 但是将军 Nice, but check mate!
很低调 是吧 Yeah, it's humbling, isn't it?
是这样的 Yes it is.
如你所见 这游戏没什么刺激 As you can see, it takes very little stimulate us.
是的 但是别想了 Yeah, but forget about that.
你准备好了吗 Are you ready?
北极熊会在雪里拉便便吗 Does a polar bear poop in the snow?
我不知道 我没上过大学 I don't know, I did not go to college.
好了 我给胜者准备了雪糕 All right I'm getting a jilly bar for the winner.
别忘了加奶油 And don't forget the whip.
就是这样 胜者就是应该这个态度 That's right, that's the attitude.
他们可能有些古朴 有点奇怪 They might be quaint and slightly odd
但是他们有自己娱乐的方式 but they sure had a way of enjoying themselves.
哦 你要吃点吗 Oh you want some?
他们似乎都擅长 They all seemed skilled at making
把最简单的事变得非比寻常 the simplest occurrence quite extraordinary.
我立马后悔了 I instantly regretted it.
在梅尔维埃湖我们就是这样吃的 And that is how it's done here in Lake Mervielle.
我们都讲究礼仪 We're all about manners.
是这样的 We sure are.
她还在跑步 但是现在 She still ran but now she felt
她感觉到寒冷的晨露在沐浴着她 the cold morning mist wash over her.
她并不讨厌这样 And she didn't hate it.
所以你应该明白这并不是 So you understand that this isn't a part
原有指令的一部分 of the original instructions?
根据你父亲的遗愿 It's a cotta soul to your father's will
按章办事是一种的做法 to be acted upon giving certain criteria.
我要告诉你 What I'm about to tell you
一些与你先前所知截然不同的事 will certainly be counter to what you've heard
相反 or known all these years.
但这是事实 But it's nonetheless the truth.
你不喜欢伯爵吗 Don't you just love the count
尽管他是个恶毒的恶棍 even though he's a pernicious rapscallion.
就像瑞德·巴特勒背着思嘉（小说《飘》中的人物角色） Like Rhett Butler carrying Scarlett
走上那华丽的台阶 up those fancy steps.
没人再写出这样的角色了 They don't make men like that anymore
你觉得这一切都是在进步的 You think all that is progressive.
下午好 善良的小镇居民 Well afternoon, good townspeople.
我知道你们在想什么 I know what you're thinking-
是谁邀请乔治·克鲁尼来的（美国男演员） who invited George Clooney to this affair.
哦 我请的 Oh I did.
不错 事实上 我想着 Nice, no actually I'm just,
只是路过 顺道看看我要的东西 thought I'd swing by, see if you got them mixers
你有没有帮我搅拌好 I ordered?
哦 是的 是的 Oh yeah, yeah, yeah.
现在给你弄 I'm gonna mix that up.
我现在给你拌 I'llI mix it right up for you.
如此甚好 I wish you would, I wish you would
那么 你怎么说 跟我们去吗 So, what do you say, you in?
这一带的任何地方 You in for some of the best fishing
都是最好钓鱼的去处 you'll ever see in anywhere in these parts?
哦 我想这次就算了 Oh, I think I'll sit this one out.
或许下次吧 Maybe next time.
哦 那你要干什么 Oh, what are you gonna do?
在家里为自己的生活哭泣吗 Go home and cry about your life?
真悲哀 So sad, boo!
你这人真无聊 她比较有趣 You're no fun, she's fun.
不 我是不会把它吃掉的 No, I will not eat them.
我在这看报纸呢 Kind of reading the paper here.
都写的什么 What you reading about?
哈 Boo.
嘶嘶 Psst.
你有其他地方可以去吗 Do you have somewhere to be?
没有 No.
你知道我喜欢奶酪小方饺吗 Do you know I like cheese raviolis?
知道我妈妈总是说什么吗 Know what my mom always says?
不知道 Nope.
说我很喜欢奶酪小方饺 'Cause I like them a lot.
我... I...
很喜欢 很喜欢的那种 Like a lot, a lot.
好吧 Right.
她也想成为像你一样的间谍 And she also wishes that she was a spy, like you.
嗯 这看上去很有趣 Hum, that looks interesting.
好了 这想法太疯狂了 我不是什么间谍 Well that's crazy because I'm not a spy.
你没有其他地方可去了是吧 Do you have somewhere to be?
没有 就只能呆在这 Nope, nope nowhere to be.
我可以在这陪你一整天 I could sit here with you all day.
如果你被困在雨林里 If you were stranded in the rain forest
只能带一样东西你会带什么 what's one item you'd have?
你在这吧 我走了 You stay here, I'm gonna go.
好的 Okay.
很好 Okay good.
她不会回来了 She ain't coming back.
钓鱼 Fishing
是哲学家干的事 Is for philosophers
嘿 祝你好运 钓鱼得有 Hey good luck, gotta have good luck
好运才行 when you're fishing.
是的 我已经有了可能管用的护身符 That's right 'cause I've got questionable jujus
所以我们需要我们能得到的一切帮助 so we need all the help we can get.
好了 上路吧 All right, let's roll.
哦 我已经想去上厕所了 Oh, I have to go to the bathroom already.
你知道我不咬人的 I don't bite, you know.
谢谢你 Why thank you.
嘛呢 Hey.
你的皮肤真软 Your skin's soft.
好了 谢谢你 Okay, thank you.
嘿 Hey.
嘿 你还好吗 Hey, you okay?
弗雷迪 Freddie?
没事 我只是入迷了 Yeah, I'm just in it.
什么 What?
你感受不到吗 Can't you feel it?
为了下次 Memorizing it.
记住这些景色 For next time.
下一次干什么 Next time?
比如说当我必须得去医院的时候 Like when I have to go to the hospital.
或者抽血的时候 Or get my blood drawn.
你别有天赋 You're something else.
我知道 I know.
但是我并没有要求过 But I didn't ask to be.
嘿 我并不是这个意思 Hey, I didn't mean it like that.
别担心 我习惯了 Don't worry, I'm used to it.
你以为我不知道人们怎么看我吗 Think I don't know what people see?
盯着我看 Gawking at me.
他们的眼睛就像弹球一样 Their eyes are like pin balls.
除了呆子哪里都看 Look anywhere but at the dork,
这就是他们的想法 that's what's in their minds.
但是他们有需求的时候又来找你 But out of their mouths were special needs.
毕竟总有一个人得是政治正确的 One must be PC after all.
没事的 麦克斯 It's okay Max.
我有着很不错的生活 I have a really good life, I do.
除此之外 我能看透事物 感受事物 And besides I get to know things, feel things
其他人却不能 other people can't.
就像你的心是这么的大 Like how your heart is so ginormous
这也是你伤的这么深的原因 and that's why it hurts so deep.
听着 别担心 好吗 Listen, try not to worry, okay?
他的救生索在这 His lifeline's here.
也联系不上罗德尼 I can't get Rodney on his cell phone.
他就是个牛仔 He's a cowboy.
手机对他而言 He's got about as much use for a cell phone
就像一头蠢驴一样 as a damn donkey.
别替他说话 凯特 Don't defend him, Cat.
没有 我没有在维护他 No, I'm not defending him.
我只是在陈述一个事实 I'm just stating a fact.
他是怎么了 What's the story here?
- 什么 - 他是什么情况 -Huh? -The story.
这孩子非常的聪明 I mean he's smart as a whip, this one.
我知道 但我的意思是 Yeah but,
他身上发生了什么 what is it?
他得了一种叫范可尼贫血的病 It's called Fanconi Anemia.
这异常罕见 它会破坏 It's rare as hell and it clobbers the genes
修复DNA的基因 that do DNA repair.
更别提随时可能带来的 Not to mention the seizures and the cancer
癫痫和癌症了 just breathing down their necks.
如果战胜了这些 If that's not enough of a challenge
那就看预期寿命了 时光流逝啊 then life expectancy, tick tock.
他的妈妈 小萨 是一个斗士 His mother, Sammy, she's a gladiator.
我从未见她被压垮 I've never seen her buckle.
不知道她是怎么做到的 I don't know how she does it.
我是说 她同时身俱坚毅和温柔 I mean she's made out of steel and strawberries
你今晚要加入我们一起吃晚餐吗 Want you to join us for dinner tonight.
哦 不了 谢谢你 Oh no, thank you.
现在你需要跟人多接触 Now you need to be with people.
凯特不会同意你不来的 Cat won't take no for an answer.
这样的话 好吧 Well in that case.
哇 哇 你的上钩了 Whoa whoa whoa you got one!
你钓到了一条 来了 You got one, there we go!
抓住 抓住 抓到了 Get it, get it, get it!
把鱼钩取下来吧 Let's take it off in there.
嘿 我们带你回家吧 Hey we better get your home.
好吗 Okay, yeah.
这就是为什么我不吃三明治 That's why I didn't eat the sandwich.
知道了 知道了 Yeah, yeah.
妈妈 妈妈 Mom, mom, mom!
你是怎么想的 What could you possibly be thinking?
还有你认为你是谁 And who the hell do you think you are?
你有过孩子吗 Do you have a kid?
你没有 因为如果你有孩子 No because if you did you would have never taken
你是不会不经过我的同意就把我的孩子带走的 my son without my permission.
妈妈 她.... Mom, she...
小萨 让我们冷静点 Sammy, Sammy, let's reel it in.
少来 我知道你们去了大的那个湖泊 Don't even, because I know you went to the big lake.
我们当然是去那了 Well of course we did.
小的那个湖里都没有鱼 There's no fish in the small one.
你们都知道除非我跟着 不然不能带他去大湖泊 Everyone knows no big lake unless I'm along.
你有记得带他下午的药吗 Did you remember to take his afternoon meds?
如果他在外面癫痫发作了怎么办 What if he had a seizure out there?
我自己带了 I brought them in my bag.
噢 看到没 无伤大雅 Oh see there you go, no harm no foul.
- 没事的 - 别插手 -No harm no foul. -Stay out of it.
嘿 弗雷迪 这是你的... Hey Freddie, here's you...
不要这样
别这样 Oh come on.
小萨 你不能连他钓的鱼也拿走吧 Sammy you can't take the fish and his catch away from him.
这样不好 That wouldn't be right.
嘿 我很抱歉 Hey, I'm really sorry
但是我绝不会伤害你儿子的 but I would never hurt your son.
妈妈 麦克斯真是太棒了 Mom, Max is like crazy wonderful.
她很会讲故事 She's an awesome storyteller.
可以想象 Imagine that.
我们去做晚饭吧 Let's go make some dinner.
好吧 派对玩完了 Yeah, this party's over.
是这样的 我今天给希瑟打电话了 So, I called Heather today.
但是她的电话无法接通 But her phone was disconnected
所以我做了点调查 so I did a little digging.
最后和她妈妈联系上了 Ended up speaking to her mother.
希瑟五年前就死了 Heather died about five years ago.
我儿子总是相信人好的一面 My son always believes the best in people
但是我可没有这种美德 but I don't suffer from that virtue.
离我们母子俩远一点 Stay the hell away from both of us.
你说的没错 关于希瑟的事很抱歉骗了你 You're right, and I'm sorry I lied about Heather.
事实上 我正在完成环保署 But the truth is I'm working a special assignment
的特殊任务 for the EPA.
我们正在调查这个地区 We're investigating potential environmental threats
潜在的环境危害 in the area
这是保密的 所以需要身份掩护 and it's classified so we work undercover.
很抱歉对你造成的困扰 I'm sorry for any confusion.
好吧 我们待会见 All right, we'll see you later.
警官 还是叫啥 Officer of whatever that is.
好吧 我可能对她太苛刻了些 Okay it's possible I was a little too rough on her.
噢 别在意 她是个好女孩 Oh come on, she's a good girl.
相信我 我有把你带入歧途吗 Trust me, when have I ever led you astray?
不用回答了 Do not answer that.
去做鲑鱼饭吧 Just go make my trout almandine,
用我喜欢的那种做法 the way I like it.
如果你像一个成年人那样守规矩 Well if you would behave like a grown up.
我尽力了 但是... I'm trying to, but...
我就给你做 I could.
那些女人都像子弹那样疯狂地朝我来 I've got women coming at me like bullets.
妈妈来过这里吗 Did mom ever get here?
不知道 I have no idea.
看上去很不错 This looks nice.
给你 There you go.
谢谢 Thank you.
她来跟我们一起吃晚餐了 She's joining us for dinner.
很抱歉 So sorry.
你们不应该等我的 You should have started without me.
每个好的生育建议 That's against every good breeding tip
都跟你灌输给我们的背道而驰 you've ever crammed into our little pagan ears.
闭嘴 Shut it!
这是我妈妈 This is our mom.
妈妈 这是麦肯齐·亚伦 Mom, this is McKenzie Aaron.
很高兴见到你 Lovely to meet you.
你来这多久了 How long have you been here?
一个星期了 A week.
喜欢待在这吗 Enjoying your stay?
嗯哼 Uh huh.
麦肯齐是个很厉害的拼图高手 McKenzie's a really great puzzler.
所以他们引诱你来加入他们的拼图密会 Oh so they've lured you into their little conclave.
嘿 你几年前来过这儿吗 Hey, were you here a few summers ago?
没有 No.
你看起来很面熟 You look familiar.
可能我是大众脸吧 I'm just one of those faces, I guess.
是吗 这也太棒了 Yeah, that's just so fascinating.
给我们讲讲你来这儿的原因吧 Why don't you tell us what you're doing here.
就是想逃避这一切吧 Oh just getting away from it all.
还有 是的 大众脸还不错 And yes, pointedly, un fascinating.
跑步 我跑步时见过你 Running, that's where I've seen you.
你以前在大湖旁边跑过步吗 Have you run by the big lake yet?
有的 我到处徒步和跑步 Yeah, I've been hiking and running everywhere.
那儿的风景有一种独特的美 It's some kind of beautiful out there.
有一种独特的美 Some kind of beautiful.
妈妈 Mom?
我听说你是在政府部门工作 I understand you work for the government?
是的 我妈妈曾经是国会议员 Yeah, mom used to be a congresswoman.
但是现在她是顾问 Now she's a consultant, though.
行政顾问 你懂的 With the administration you know,
电话总是响个不停 the phone's ringing off the hook.
我懂 不是份轻松的工作 Yeah, not an easy gig.
确实 那所出卖灵魂的纸牌屋 Yeah, that house of cards selling his soul shit
我们不是有一个规矩吗 I thought we had a rule here.
是的 饭桌上不看手机 不谈政治 Yeah, no iPhones or politics at the dinner table.
我们平常谈论得够多了 We get enough of it everywhere else.
因为最近政治堪比一项最受欢迎的运动 It's because it's the latest spectator sport.
现实是 在愚蠢的美国 Reality by stupid America where we wait
每天等待我们的只有失望 everyday with sheer anticipointment.
你真聪明啊 萨莎 Aren't you clever, Sasha?
但我记得你好像并没有投票 I seem to recall you didn't show up to vote.
你想知道为什么我们千禧一代不投票吗 If people wanna know why millennials have checked out
那都是你们逼的 it's because you made us check out.
你们满嘴谎言 胡说八道 然后到处粉饰太平 With all your lies, BS, spin, spin, spin, spin, spin.
告诉我们你的真实感受吧 Tell us how you really feel.
好了 又来了 Okay, here we go.
在我看来 你们千禧一代不投票 I think if the millennials checked out
是因为我们把你们宠坏了 it's because we coddled you so spectacularly.
宠坏 Coddled?
天哪 以前你天天酗酒 Jesus, you were still drinking back then for days at a time
在我需要妈妈的时候 你根本不在 and when I needed a mother it wasn't you.
不要再因为她过去的错责备她了 Stop screaming at her about what she hasn't done right.
看看你自己 你又做对了什么 Look at you, what have you done right?
你就是在瞎扯淡 This is bullshit.
麦肯齐 不好意思 麦肯齐 McKenzie, I'm sorry McKenzie.
她们大多数时候还是很礼貌的 My girls are usually a little more civilized.
什么 What?
够了 Enough!
加布里埃尔 够了 Gabrielle, enough.
我忘了 I forgot.
加布里埃尔 跟我来 Gabrielle, come with me.
加布里埃尔 Gabrielle!
亲爱的 别这么吼 Don't, sweetie.
- 开心点 - 每次你让她这么走... -Have fun! -Every single time you let her get away...
我去帮忙 I'm just gonna go help.
天啊 Oh my God.
（爆炸新闻 国会医院薇薇安·平肖前往情报委员会作证：社会新闻 国议会员薇薇安·平肖前往情报委员会就大规模网络安全漏洞进行作证......）
（国会议员薇薇安·平肖 和老公罗伯·平肖 女儿加布里埃尔&萨莎·平肖）
麦肯齐根据她多年的联邦调查局工作经验知道 McKenzie knew from her years of FBI training
这个家庭埋葬的秘密比她自己的 that there were far deeper secrets buried here
还要深 than her own.
威士忌 威士忌 威士忌 Whisky whisky whisky
让我感觉如此危险 That makes me feel so risky
在内心深处 In the core
威士忌 威士忌 威士忌 Oh whisky whisky whisky
让我感觉如此危险 Makes me feel so risky
在内心深处 In the core
你的眼睛暗淡无光 Thine eyes are dim
我看不见 I cannot see
我有一块石头 I have A O rock
在我身边 With me
我有一块石头 I have A O rock
我去去就来 I'll be back.
你看 这样安安静静的也挺好的吧 See, isn't this nice?
你不用时时刻刻都要说话 你知道吗 You don't always have to talk, you know.
你知道我妈妈最喜欢哪个字吗 You know what my mom's favorite word is?
不知道 但是我打赌你会告诉我 No, but I bet money you're about to tell me.
金缮 Kintsukuroi.
知道它是什么意思吗 Know what that means?
猜都猜不到 Not even remotely.
因为破碎 所以变得更美 More beautiful for having been broken
是日语 It's Japanese.
过来 Here.
很冷 It's cold.
我知道你一点儿都不想见你的亲生母亲 I know you didn't see any reason to meet your birth mother
我想很大原因是因为有人告诉你 and I assume that's in large part because you were told
她抛弃了你 she left you.
但事实却并非如此 But in fact that's not what happened.
那有一对鸭子 There's a couple ducks.
一条腿的鸭子也能游成一个圈吗 Does a one legged duck swim in a circle?
你赢了我吗 Are you beating me?
是的 我喜欢你照顾我 加布里埃尔 Yes, I love when you babysit me, Gabrielle.
我也喜欢照顾你 小男子汉 Ah, feeling's mutual, little man.
看我的 怪胎 Check this out! Freak!
不要听他们的 好吗 Don't listen to them, okay?
他们是混蛋 They're jerks.
你怎么变成这样了啊 Hey, what happened to you?
是把手伸进绞肉机里了吗 Yeah, stick your hand in some meat grinders
你们再说 If you guys don't stop,
我就去找妈妈了 I'm gonna get mom.
我们接着玩儿 好吗 Yeah, let's keep playing, okay?
嘿 龙虾小子 你是离割草机太近了吗 Hey lobster boy, get a little too close to the lawn mower?
你哭了啊 Oh look at you crying.
好难过 Boo hoo.
怪胎 怪胎 真变态 Creeper creeper why the freaker?
我走了 I'm outta here.
三点 Three.
真是个蠢货 What a retard.
我没见过这么蠢的人 I've never seen such a retard.
超级蠢货 Mega tard.
怪物 Weirdo.
你们 Hey!
你想干什么 What do you want?
你刚刚说了什么 What did you just say?
关你什么事 What do you care?
那可太关我的事了 A hell of a lot is what I care.
给我听着 Now listen up.
你们要是再这样跟人说话 You speak to anyone like that ever again.
我一定会找到你们 I'm gonna find you.
我会让你们的人生变得又可怜又痛苦 I'll make your sorry little lives freaking miserable.
听懂了吗 You got that?
去你妈的 Fuck you!
对不起 他叫我说的 I'm sorry, he told me to.
我不是故意的 I really didn't mean it.
都是他的错 It was his fault.
还好吗 You okay?
我不想的 I didn't want to.
那你就不要说 Then don't say it.
你还好吗 Are you okay?
你刚刚在那真帅 Hey, that was cool what you did over there.
他们不会再骚扰弗雷迪了 Well, they won't be bothering Freddie anymore.
他们肯定不会了 No they certainly won't.
亲爱的 他们就是去年欺负你的孩子吗 Honey were those the same kids from last year?
听我说 Hey.
我知道你也许不能理解 I know that it probably doesn't feel like it
但他们并不是讨厌你 but it isn't you they don't like.
他们是讨厌自己 It's themselves.
知道了吗 Okay?
我带你们去吉利酒吧怎么样 What do you say we go get you two those jilly bars?
好吗 Yeah?
麦克斯可以一起去吗 Can Max come?
我想她有自己的事要忙 Uh, I'm sure she has some things she has to do
刚才谢谢你 Thank you for that.
还以为在今时今日 You think in this day and age
人会更友好一些呢 people would be a little more sensitive.
我不知道你是怎么面对这些胡言乱语的 I don't know how you deal with the bullshit.
可以肯定的是 没人给我发应对手册 Well they certainly don't hand out a manual.
我不知道 你只需要学会蒙混过去 I don't know, you just learn to muddle through
然后拼命祈祷人们可以变得不那么无知 and hope like hell that people become less ignorant
不那么愤怒 and less angry.
对那些长得不同或者性取向不同的人 Less fearful of those who look different
不那么害怕 or love different.
弗雷迪 别让他们得逞 好吗 Freddie, don't let them get to you, okay?
他们只是... They just...
在看特殊需要畸形秀 See the special needs freak show.
不准你这么说 Hey, don't say that!
别这样 Come on.
你知道为什么他们叫你特殊需要吗 You know why I think they call you special needs?
因为这就是事实 Because I'm all that?
不对 不是你需要我们 No, it's not you who need us.
是我们所有人需要你 It's all of us who need you.
这是真的 Okay, it's true.
我不知道没有你我该怎么办 Don't know what I'd do without you.
听着 我答应要带他们去吉利酒吧 所以... Look, I promised them I'd take them for jilly bars so...
萨曼莎 Samantha!
其它新闻 In other news
《我的妻子们是好姐妹》的片曲《我不是玩玩而已》 The Sister Wives just took home a Grammy
获得格莱美年度最佳歌曲奖 for Song of the Year, I Don't Play.
主唱丽莎·简听到消息之后表示 Lead singer Lisa Jane remarked upon hearing the news
她希望全世界的女性都能在旅途中 that she hoped women everywhere find inspiration
找到灵感 in their journey.
你好啊 小男子汉 Hey little man.
怎么了 What's wrong?
你为什么不喜欢麦克斯 Why don't you like Max?
我知道你需要什么 I know what you need.
哪位 Hello?
你好 Hi.
那天谢谢你帮忙 Thanks for your help the other day,
但是你来这里只是度假 but you're just here for a visit,
但这里是弗雷迪的整个人生 but Freddie's full time.
而不只是一处路边的美景 Not a roadside attraction.
所以拜托 不管你做什么 So please, whatever you do
不要玩弄他的感情 don't play him.
听着 我最不愿意做的就是玩弄你儿子的感情 Hey, the last thing I'm doing is playing your son.
该死 Shit.
听着 我不应该对你说这些 Look I shouldn't have said that.
他很坚持希望我能再给你 He's pretty damn insistent that I give you
一次机会 a second chance.
他很善良 所以会忽略很多东西 He's got a heart that will overlook anything.
我只是不想看见他受伤 And I just don't wanna see him hurt.
所以呢 So?
星期六下午你有空吗 How about Saturday afternoon?
可以 Sure.
所以你为什么喜欢拼图 So why puzzling?
我想是因为它让我学会用完全不同的方式 I guess it's shown me a whole new way
去看待事物 to see things.
它把我带到 It's taken me way beyond what I thought
我思维完全理解不了的地方 I could comprehend.
为什么这么说 How so?
我们没有一个人能够 Well none of us are remotely capable
完全体验我们生活的世界 of experiencing the world we live in.
你知道 我们创造了二维和三维的边界 You know, we've created two and three dimensional
只是为了试着去理解事物 boundaries just to try to make sense of things.
但是边界之外生活的是什么呢 But what lives inside the spaces of those boundaries?
那你在拼图的时候 And you're able to see that
可以看见吗 when you're puzzling?
我沉浸在拼图的时候有过几次短暂的体验 Well I've had some brief glimpses when I'm deep
那里有无限的可能性 into a puzzle and where possibilities are limitless.
就仿佛透过云端看到了上帝的脸 It's like looking at a cloud and seeing the face of God.
这样啊 Huh.
敬拼图 Well to puzzling.
敬拼图 Oh, to puzzling.
敬无人能及之境 To going where no man has gone before.
是的 Oh yeah.
生生不息 繁荣昌盛 Live long and prosper.
让我帮你 Let me help.
你帮不了我 You can't help.
别这样 Come on.
别这样 薇薇安 我能做什么 Come on, Vivienne, what can I do?
带我去最近的酒吧 Take me to the nearest bar.
走吧 Come on.
麦肯齐不是她的真名吗 McKenzie, that's not her name?
妈妈 Mom?
嘿 Hey
需要帮忙吗 Can I help?
不用 我只需要等它冷却 No I just need to wait for it to cool down.
其实我对车很擅长 Actually I'm pretty handy with cars
哪儿出问题了 What's the problem?
它需要一个新的 额 它需要整体换新 Well it needs a new, well everything.
换车不是我优先要考虑的问题 It's just not a priority on the list.
在这之前我要还一大堆账单 Next to all the bills
我是说 天哪 我怎么想的 居然认为 and I mean God how I thought I could make a living
在这儿当舞蹈老师可以谋生 being a dance teacher out here is beyond me.
你有太多的事情要操心了 Well you got a lot on your plate.
听着 我不是一个斗士 Look, I'm not a martyr.
我听到的可不是这样的 Oh, that's not what I heard.
我听说你从来没崩溃过 I heard that you never crumble.
相信我 我崩溃过 Oh trust me I have my days.
我们在等的时候 While we're waiting,
你不妨给我讲讲 why don't you tell me about them?
他五岁的时候 我们刚做了 And then when he was five and we had gone through
一次手术 one of his surgeries,
我以前一个跳舞的朋友来看我 one of my old dance friends came by
她告诉我所有人都很遗憾 and she proceeded to tell me how everyone felt
因为我没能有一个正常的孩子 so sorry that I didn't have a normal child
这个孩子肯定给我带来了很大的负担 and how it must be such a burden.
天啊 Oh my God.
当时我问她为什么会认为 Yeah and then I asked her why she thought
我想要一个正常的孩子 I wanted a normal kid
因为我只想要现在的弗雷迪 because I didn't want Freddie to be anything
而不是其他样子 other than who he is.
然后她把我拉到一边说 And then she pulled me aside
你不要再说这样的话了 and she said, "Don't ever say that again.
让你听上去像个疯子 Makes you sound crazy."
什么 What?
也许我就是疯了 Maybe I am crazy.
你没疯 No, no.
每天我都能从弗雷迪身上学到一些新道理 Every day Freddie teaches me something new.
我是说 每天遇到的麻烦事当然都很烦人 I mean sure the every day challenges can be annoying
但是我们现在这样已经很幸福了 but we really are just very happy how we are.
我总是会说 当你抱着弗雷迪时就像在拥抱上帝 I always say when you hug Freddie it's like hugging God.
还有比这样更好的事吗 I mean how does it get any better than that?
不会有了 It doesn't.
她来了 It's her!
快开门 Quick, open the door!
她又不会凭空消失了 Well she's not gonna vanish into thin air.
天哪 你能来简直棒极了 Gosh, this is crazy awesome that you're here.
喜欢这个惊喜吗 Care for a surprise?
天堂是不是尝起来就像棉花糖 Does heaven taste like cotton candy?
妈妈这次做的芝士小方饺比以往都好吃 Mom's made the most awesome cheese raviolis ever!
我们还准备了蒜香面包 We're gonna have garlic bread
还有苹果派作为饭后甜品 and for dessert some apple pie.
妈妈快看 这是套娃 Look mom, this is called the Nesting Doll
它是史上最酷的玩意了 and it's like the coolest thing ever.
它就好比看到一个人一生的时光 It's like seeing all the times of a person's life
事物是如何永远地成为你的一部分 and how things stay part of you forever.
麦克斯的第一个套娃 Max got her first one from her mom
是她四岁时她妈妈给她的 when she was four.
之后她妈妈每年都会在圣诞节和生日的时候给她一个新的 And always got a new one at Christmas and birthdays.
她家里有差不多几百个套娃 And she has like hundreds of them at home.
嘿 我还没那么老呢 Hey, I'm not that old.
好吧 该吃晚饭了 你也该早早上床睡觉了 Okay, it's time for dinner and early bedtime for you.
麦克斯能留下来吗 Can Max stay?
我也不知道 I don't know.
麦克斯能留下来吗 Can Max stay?
我很愿意留下来 I'd love to.
太好了 Yeah!
好了小家伙 该睡觉了 Okay little man, time for bed.
直到那时麦克斯 It was only then that Max
才开始充分理解他们的日常挑战 began to fully grasp their daily challenges.
哇 你还真是没闲着 Wow, you weren't fooling around.
那些猴子玩偶 The monkeys.
是的 就像你收集套娃一样 他收集猴子玩偶 Yeah, he collects them like you do nesting dolls.
为什么是猴子呢 Why monkeys?
他以前喜欢《好奇猴乔治》 Well he used to love how Curious George
到处冒险 做一些不该做的事 was always busting out and doing things he shouldn't
直到那个男人和那个... until that man with that...
蠢乎乎的黄帽子 Silly yellow hat.
我说 不要嘲笑我 I say don't mock me!
就是这样 That's right.
我超爱你 最爱你 I love you the biggest, the mostest
永远永远爱你 and the foreverest.
妈妈 我最爱你了 Mama, I love you the mostest.
嗨 Hi.
你做噩梦了 对吗 You had one, didn't you?
没有 No, no.
妈妈 Mom.
好吧 但我没事 Okay, but I'm fine.
听着 最重要的是 你怎么样 Look, more importantly, how are you?
因为我知道那些孩子回到湖边了 'Cause I know those kids were back at the lake.
不 妈妈 No mom.
麦克斯已经解决了 Max took care of that.
你一整个晚上都很安静 You've been very quiet all night long.
就像是我要去医院里我的小领地 It's like when I have to go to my place at the hospital
而且你知道我在好转之前 and you know I have to be there
必须呆在那里 不是吗 until it's okay right?
知道 亲爱的 Yeah sweetie.
你刚刚去那了吗 Is that where you've been?
麦肯齐也是如此 Well McKenzie does the same thing.
她也经常需要去她的小领地 She has to go to her place a lot.
很多很多次 A lot, a lot,
因为她很受伤 because she hurts crazy awful.
却没人给她安全感 And she doesn't have someone helping her feel safe.
等下我就回来 I'll be right back.
看来某人很忙啊 Looks like someone's been busy.
我不想没礼貌 但是... I didn't wanna be rude, but...
那天晚上你去哪了 Where you were the other night.
连声再见都没说就走了 Left without saying goodbye.
是啊 我那时候不太舒服 抱歉 Yeah I wasn't feeling well, sorry.
听着 我不太能相信你这番话 Look, I'm not sure I'd buy that.
其实我都不知道应该怎么想 I'm not sure what to think actually.
弗雷迪说你只是有些难过 Freddie says you were just sad
我敢打赌弗雷迪每次都是对的 and I will bet on Freddie every single time.
为小猴子干杯 To monkey man.
那如果弗雷迪是对的 So if Freddie's right,
你为什么这么难过呢 what are you so sad about?
我不是难过 我只是累了 I'm not sad, I'm just tired.
好吧 听着 我不是想要打扰你 Okay look I'm not trying to intrude.
我只是想谢谢你 I just wanted to say thank you.
谢我吗 Thank you?
是的 谢谢你让我儿子这么开心 Yeah, for making my son so happy.
我觉得他从没像你在他身边的时候 I don't think I have ever seen him light up
那样高兴过 the way he does when you're around.
他是个超棒的孩子 Well he's freakily awesome kid.
有时有点疯狂 但是... Maddening at times, but...
喔 Whoo!
嘿 我很善于倾听 Hey, I'm a pretty great listener.
我... I...
谢谢大家 我为你们的爱人 Thank you, I've got something
准备了首歌 for all you lovers out there.
我该走了 I should be going.
我送你回家 I'll take you home.
不用不用 我开车来的 No, no, no I've got a car.
什么 买一送一 What, two for the price of one?
我怎么运气这么好 How'd I get so lucky?
来吧 我们一起来跳舞 忘却那些不快吧 Come on, let's go kick the shit out of some dancing.
你看过她跳舞吗 Ever seen this one dance?
啊喔 你有好戏看了 Uh oh, you're in for a treat.
嘿 罗德尼 我们得去换酒桶了 Hey Rodney, we have to go change the keg.
好吧 你自己跳吧 Oh, all right dance by yourself.
嘿 你决定好了吗 Hey, have you decided yet?
听着 你总得点点什么吧 Look, you gotta order something.
好吧 那就来杯苏格兰威士忌吧 Okay, you know what, a scotch.
来两杯 Double.
你确定你要喝这么多吗 You sure you wanna go that way?
好吧 All right.
不是你妈妈自己选择抛弃你 Your mother didn't choose to cut you out of her life
那是你爸的决定 That was your father's decision.
你爸爸是我的好朋友 You father was a dear friend.
我目睹了他痛苦地做出了这个决定 I watched him agonize over this decision.
谢谢妈妈 我很喜欢这个套娃 Thanks Mommo, I love it.
哦 我的宝贝 Oh my baby Bobo.
你都长那么高了 You're getting so big.
还不够高 Not big enough.
我已经等不及想要长大 当一个像爸爸那样的 I can't wait to grow up and become a policeman
警察了 just like daddy.
你不会想太快长大的 甜心 You don't want to grow up too fast, sweetie
一旦你长大了 就回不到从前了 Once you've done it, there's no going back.
那你明天要上班吗 So do you have to work tomorrow?
那些孩子怎么样了 How are those kids?
孩子都长大了 Kids are so big.
萨曼莎 Samantha!
嘿 萨曼莎 Hey, Samantha, Samantha!
你总是那样没有任何解释 Do you always cut out on people
就放别人鸽子吗 without any explanation?
不是 当然不是 No, of course not.
真的吗 麦肯齐 Really McKenzie?
我都不知道该怎么想了 I don't know what to think.
你有点不对劲 Something about you is just not right.
发生过不好的事情 Something is off.
我不知道... I don't know...
我妈妈去世了 My mother died.
你说什么 What?
就在一年前的昨天晚上 Last night, a year ago.
我只是有点迷茫了 And I just, I lost it.
不是 我不是那种不告而别的人 And no, I'm not one to cut out on people
所以我想跟你道歉 so I want to apologize.
跟我来 Come with me.
我的枪一直都在口袋里 My gun was in my pocket the whole time.
我不知道你是怎么忍受下去的 I don't know how you put up with it.
我也说不好 Yeah, I don't know.
我通常不这么做 This isn't what I do.
想要忘记什么时 还是一般的时候 What you do to forget or in general?
都不会 Both.
贝克特 是我 Beckett, it's me.
听着 我需要你帮我做件事 Listen I need you to do something for me.
跟我说说你妈妈吧 So tell me about her.
她是我曾经唯一信任过的人 She was, she was the only person I ever trusted.
所有事我都很信任她 In everything.
我以前经常被人取笑 You know I used to get teased a lot
因为我是被领养的 但她却比任何人 about being adopted but I couldn't have been loved more
都要爱我 by anyone else.
她... She was...
我爸爸以前经常会带我来这儿 My dad used to bring me up here.
所以如果我需要整理思绪 So if I ever need to clear my head,
我就会到这来 this is where I come.
你以前从没提起过他 You've never mentioned him.
他也住在这儿吗 Does he live here?
我23岁那年他就去世了 He died when I was 23
所以我知道失去亲生父母 so I know what it's like to lose a parent
是什么滋味 that shaped you.
这种感觉对你来说依旧鲜活 It's still so fresh for you.
是啊 Yeah.
我对你爸爸的事感到很遗憾 I am sorry about your dad.
不用遗憾 他是个很棒的人 Don't be, he was amazing.
但他去世的时候 我差不多处于人生最低谷 But when he passed I sort of bottomed out.
我不再跳舞 I stopped dancing.
跟德里克在一起 没几个月我就怀孕了 Ended up with Derek and got pregnant within months.
孕期就有点不对劲 Something was wrong with the pregnancy.
我们却不知道是哪里不对劲 We just didn't know what.
但当弗雷迪出生的那一刻 But the moment that he was born
所有人都争取给他使用柔红霉素 everyone pushed for a DNR,
他们给他注射吗啡 so they administered the morphine
将他带离风口 and took him off the vent.
当他们把他放在我怀里时 And when they put him on my chest
我的心都碎了 my heart broke in two million pieces.
他是那么脆弱不堪 He was so fragile.
如果这个世界上存在地狱 If there's a hell on this earth
那就是想让你的宝宝去死 it's trying to help your baby die.
我就那样抱着他祈祷 I just held him and I prayed
我跟他说 无论何时他要离开 and'I told him it was okay to go.
都没有关系 Whatever he needed.
德里克离开了医院 Derek, he left the hospital.
说他做不到待在那 Said he couldn't be there.
你在哪 Where are you?
我感觉自己就像是活在恐怖片里 And I felt like.I was in a horror movie.
就那样等着他离开人世真的很不真实 It's so surreal just waiting and waiting for him to pass.
我需要你 我自己做不到 I need you, I can't do this alone.
但他却一直活着 But he just kept breathing and living.
德里克 医生还有我的朋友 所有人 Derek, the doctors, my friends, everyone
都放弃了他 they'd already given up on him.
你在说什么 What are you saying?
你没办法看着他离世吗 It's too hard for you to watch him die?
我在新生儿重症监护室里度过了135天 I spent 135 days in the NICU.
那我们的感情将永远 永远无法回到过去 We will never ever come back from this.
我受够了 I'm done.
135天来 我看着强壮的宝宝死去 135 days of strong babies dying
脆弱的宝宝活下来 and weak babies living.
这一切都是那么毫无征兆 And it was all so arbitrary.
那让我意识到 You know it made me realize
母亲身份不只是种权利 motherhood is not an entitlement.
而是种神圣的特权 It's a sacred privilege.
所以你最好行使好你的特权 不要抱怨 So you damn well better bring it and don't complain.
我的天 抱歉 My God, I'm sorry.
我们来这是为了帮你的 We came up here to help you
结果听我碎碎念了半天 and off I go on this rant.
开什么玩笑 Are you kidding me?
谢谢你 跟我分享你的故事 Thank you, thank you for sharing that with me.
你不用再难过了 You don't have to be sad anymore
因为你现在有我们了 because you have us now.
我们融为一体了 We are merged.
他没事吧 Is he okay?
什么是融合 What is merged?
他会把他喜欢的人融合进他的灵魂 He merges the people he loves into his soul.
很少有人能有这种荣幸 Very few get that honor.
我很荣幸 I am honored.
请原谅我的无知 Please excuse my ignorance,
但我想问 他什么时候需要坐轮椅 but when does he need the wheelchair?
他状态很好的时候是不需要轮椅的 Well when he's completely well he doesn't need it at all,
但他很不舒服的时候 我们会用轮椅来 but when he's really sick we use it to conserve
帮他节省体力 his energy.
那他跟他爸爸还有联系吗 So does he have any contact with his dad?
没有了 None.
那之后还有其他人吗 Anyone else since?
跟单身妈妈交往是一回事 It's one thing to date a single mom.
跟有残缺孩子的单身妈妈交往又是另一回事了 Quite another when you add a wheelchair to the mix.
怎么说 How's that?
想象下每晚你回到家 Well imagine every night you come home,
我们首先谈论的是弗雷迪的生活 the first thing we talk about is Freddie's day.
看医生 测试结果 康复治疗 Doctors visits, test results, therapy.
当你终于挤出时间去看了网球比赛 Or maybe you finally fit in that tennis game
我却在急诊室 and I'm blowing up your phone all day with texts
用成千上百条短信轰炸你 from the ER.
任何人的需求我都置之不理 Forget anyone else's needs getting met
在我这里弗雷迪最重要 我得每天24小时监护他 because my priority is the Freddie channel 24 seven.
我听起来难道不像完美恋人吗 Don't I sound like a perfect catch?
我不打网球 I don't play tennis.
太快了 Not that fast.
我要带他回家了 I thought I'd get him home.
噢 好 Oh sure, sure.
嘿 你愿意和我们吃晚饭吗 Hey, would you like to join us for dinner?
好呀 没问题 Yeah, yeah.
我需要先回一下家 I just have to drop by my cabin,
不过我会来的 but then I'll be there.
七点如何 Say seven?
好呀 Yeah
嘿 贝克特 你找到她了吗 Hey Beckett, were you able to match it?
很好 行 马上发给我 Oh good, yes yes, send it to me right away.
我操 Oh fuck.
（联邦调查局 受调查者侧写报告 纽约警察局-正在调查中 姓名：德里特 麦肯齐）
需要什么 How can I help you?
你这最好的红酒是什么 What is your best bottle of red?
你不会想喝的 You don't wanna know.
不过我有一些私人珍藏 But I happen to have some of my private reserve
给你这样口味独到的人 for folks with discriminating tastes.
马上就来 Be right back.
真是巧合 Of all the gin joints.
薇薇安 Vivienne.
你很吃惊吧 It's kind of a shocker huh?
巴克 我要两杯最好的苏格兰威士忌 Buck, can I get two shots of your best scotch?
噢 我不用 Oh no, I don't want...
没关系 巴克 倒酒吧 No, no, it's okay Buck, yeah.
非常让我吃惊的巧合 Pretty remarkable coincidence if you ask me.
我小时候妈妈经常带我来这里 My mother used to bring me here as a kid so
所以 没什么巧合的 coincidence dispelled.
我知道你是谁 麦肯齐 I know who you are McKenzie.
好啊 我是谁 Okay, who am I?
你是FBI的大人物 You're a Quantico rock star.
虽然你目前因为违纪停职了 Although you're off at present for disciplinary action.
还有 你母亲的事情我很抱歉 And I'm sorry about your mother.
但我必须得问 But I have to ask myself why is it
为什么我们都在这个 that we are both vacationing in this little town
我视作第二个家的小镇度假 that I've made my second home?
你现在替谁工作 So who are you working for?
你想要干什么 And what is it that you want?
你也看到了 我已经被停职了 You saw for yourself I'm on leave.
10年前发生的事情不关任何人的事 好吗 And what happened 10 years ago is nobody's business, okay?
所以抱歉 先告辞了 So if you'll excuse me,
- 我要迟到了 - 我希望你 -I'm running late. -I want you to stay away
远离我的家人 from my family.
我在你上级那里还是能说上话的 I still have some sway with your director
我可以让你处处碰壁 and I can make things very uncomfortable for you.
老娘爱干啥干啥 I'll do whatever the hell I please.
他的头发都竖起来了 His little hair is sticking up.
扎得我好疼 It's killing me.
天哪 他在发烧 Jesus, he's burning up.
我就担心他生病 I was afraid he was coming down with something.
我去拿点感冒药 I'm gonna go get some Tylenol.
有没有搞错 太荒唐了 Seriously, fucking ridiculous.
不用了 我来抱他 Oh no I've got him.
走吧 Let's go.
需要带他去医院吗 Do you need to take him in?
不用 他的免疫系统很脆弱 Unfortunately his immune system is shot.
每次去医院 Every time he goes in the hospital
他能传染上更严重的病 he catches something even worse.
我处理发烧已经驾轻就熟了 And I've had plenty of practice breaking these fevers.
你还有其他事情 Look I'm sure you have other things
需要忙 you need to get to.
我不会走的 Not a chance.
妈妈 妈 Mom, mom!
妈妈在哪...你在做什么 Where's... what are you doing?
赶快过来 把门关上 Get over here quick and shut the door.
联邦调查局 FBI?
别管了 Forget that.
她们怎么认识的 How do they know each other
她又他妈的在这里做什么 and what the fuck is she doing here?
她们可能只是因为工作认识 They probably just know each other through work.
妈妈当时在情报委员会 Mom was on the intelligence committee.
她们可能在那里认识的 Couldn't they have just met there?
加布里埃尔 看这张照片 Gabrielle, look at this photo.
别他妈再像个天真无邪的迪士尼公主了 And try not to be a fucking Disney princess.
你看到了什么 What do you see?
她看起来情难自禁 It's like she just can't help herself.
她还隐瞒了我们什么 Wonder what else she hasn't told us?
他发烧的晚上我都心绪不宁 These are the nights that I'm haunted.
一想到他很痛苦我就... can't stand to think of him suffering and.
嘿 他想要活下去 Hey hey, he wants to be here.
他表达得很清楚 He's made that very clear.
我能做什么 你需要什么 What can I do, what do you need?
分散我的注意力 Get me out of my head.
和我讲讲你的母亲 Tell me more about your mother,
像你给弗雷迪讲的那样 the way that you do Freddie.
好 我们会去星际冒险 Okay, we would go on these star ventures.
星际冒险 Star ventures?
是的 Yeah.
我们会在清晨起床 天空繁星点点 We would get up in the morning with the stars
然后坐进车里 and I'd get in the car
踏上探险之旅 and then go on an adventure.
无拘无束 自由自在 No rules, no shoulds,
我们会度过非常美妙的时光 and we would have the best time you could ever imagine.
在我大概六七岁的时候 When I was like six or seven
她开始了这个传统 she started this tradition
之后我们会坐在桌旁 where we would go around the table
我妈就会问我 and mama would ask what was the best thing
今天发生的最美好的事 that happened to you today.
还有最糟糕的事 And the worst.
或者问我 如果今天是生命的最后一天 Or if this was your last day on earth
你会做什么 what would you do.
她最后会问我 And she would wrap it up with,
你今天对自己有什么新的认识 what did you learn about yourself today.
所以 你今天对自己有什么新的认识 So, what did you learn about yourself today?
在我心中世界上最好的妈妈 That my greatest mom on earth
不止我妈一个人了 may have to share her title.
他应该退烧了 I think his fever's finally breaking.
别离开我们 You belong to us.
我在这 I'm here.
我哪里都不去 I'm not going anywhere.
爱你 小猴子 Love you, monkey man.
等等 这是什么 Wait a minute, what's this?
我想我们今天已经 You know what, maybe we found enough dirt on her
发现她足够多的污点了 for one day.
我们真的不能... Do we really wanna...
别打退堂鼓 Don't buckle now.
打开看看 Open it.
你怎么撑下来的 How do you do it?
长期顶着照顾好他的压力 Keeping him well, the constant stress.
跳舞 Dancing.
等等 这算是反讽吗 Wait, isn't that the definition of irony?
身体自由的律动让我不再沉浸于 How absolute freedom of movement saves me
他被禁锢在躯壳里这件事 from the way that he's trapped inside his body.
如果我不跳舞 我就不能... If I didn't have dance, I don't...
你可以... You could...
沙发很舒服 现在太晚了 The couch is comfortable, it's so late.
不用了 我没事的 谢谢 Oh no, I'm fine thank you.
还有 谢谢让我照顾你儿子 And thank you for sharing your son with me.
嗯 Yeah.
嘿 你还好吗 Hey, are you okay?
我不知道我在哭什么 I don't know why I'm crying.
没事 今天确实压力很大 No, it's been a hell of a stressful day.
不是因为这件事 No, it's not that.
只是 从来没有人像你一样 It's just, well no one has ever been like you are
和弗雷迪相处得这么好 而且... with Freddie, and...
没事的 It's okay.
噢天哪 我 我不知道为什么 我 Oh my God, I...I'm... I don't know why, I just...
我只是... I just was...
噢天哪 Oh my God.
我们做了好久 It goes so long.
都快忘记最初的激情了 I thought forget the passion ever existed.
你和妈妈一起睡了一夜吗 Did you and mom have a sleepover?
嗨 Uh hi. Hi!
我们一起睡了 就像有时候你和凯尔一样 We did, like you and Kyle do sometimes.
喝点橙汁吗 How about some orange juice
再做点妈妈特制煎饼 and I'll make my special pancakes?
我们可不可以再一起过夜 Can we have another one tonight
我们大家一起看电影 and we can all watch a movie?
我当然愿意啦 You know what, I would love that
不过我现在得走了 but right now I've gotta run.
拜拜 Bye.
噢 拜拜 Oh bye.
你和罗德尼什么关系 So what's the deal with Rodney?
你吃醋了吗 Are you jealous?
他是我叔叔 我父亲的兄弟 He's my uncle, my dad's brother.
我们的关系止步于此 That's how we ended up here.
是这样吗 Are you kidding me?
天哪 Oh my!
好吧 Okay, okay.
感觉好多了 Better?
是啊 Yeah, yeah.
嘿 我要告诉你一些事情 Hey, I need to tell you something.
什么 Yeah?
天哪 我们要迟到了 Oh my God, we're gonna be late.
抱歉 打断你了 I'm sorry, I interrupted you.
没事 我可以以后再说 You know what, never mind, it can wait.
你确定吗 You sure?
确定 Yeah.
你们吃过这些五花肉吗 Have you ever tried these little pig navels?
真的很好吃 They're really good.
我想尝一个 I wanna try one.
大家好 不好意思我们来晚了 Hi everyone, sorry we're late.
来了就好 Better late than never.
不迟到更好 Never late's better.
麦克斯 这是平肖一家 Max, these are the Pinchot's.
我们都已经见过了 Yeah, we've all met.
很明显吧 Apparently?
是啊 我们现在就像一家人了 Yeah, we're all practically family now.
噢 是啊 Oh that's right.
你的屋子离科林的很近 Your cabins are only a few down from Colin's.
是啊 也许我应该走了 Yeah, maybe I should go.
这看起来像个家庭聚会 This looks like a family thing.
麦克斯 麦克斯 Max, Max.
麦克斯 Max!
不要害羞 Don't be shy now.
麦克斯 过来坐下 Max, come have a seat.
我要你坐我边上 I need you here with me.
我想说点祝酒辞 I'd like to make a toast.
好 Oh yes.
敬我的掌上明珠 To my beautiful daughter.
我体贴可爱 情感受挫 My loving, lovable, tightly wound,
心思复杂的女儿 complex daughter.
你虽然青春不再 You're not as young as you used to be.
但年华未老 But you're not as old as you're gonna be.
生日快乐 我们爱你 Happy birthday, we love you!
生日快乐 Happy birthday.
谢谢爸爸 Thanks dad.
生日快乐 Happy birthday.
讲得够烂的 That was terrible.
噢 谢谢 Oh thanks.
所以 你们两个是怎么认识的 So, how do you all know each other?
麦克斯和我们一起钓鱼 Max goes fishing with us
她还很会下棋 and she's pretty good at chess, too.
她还给我讲超级无敌棒的故事 And she tells crazy awesome stories.
那很好啊 That is fascinating.
你真是到处交朋友啊 You just make friends all over the place.
麦克斯不只是朋友 薇薇安女士 Max is more than just a friend, Miss Vivienne.
麦克斯和妈妈的关系就像罗德尼和卡斯 Max and mom are like Rodney and Cass.
是一起睡觉的朋友 You know, friends with benedicts.
好吧 Okay.
你说什么 I beg your pardon?
不能这么说 That's not exact.
这让我很是不知所措 Make me feel pretty.
说漏嘴了噢 Well, cat's out of the bag.
这可不能怪我 Well who can blame me.
敬这一对年轻恋人 Here's to the young couple.
我也要敬年轻恋人 I'm getting in on that.
今天麦克斯在我们这里过夜 And when Max stays over tonight
我们要一起看电影了 对吧妈妈 we're all gonna watch a movie, right mom?
是啊 Yes.
生日快乐啊 妈妈 Well happy fricking birthday mom.
我不会让这件事发生的 I am not gonna let this happen.
我劝你离开 德里特探员 I suggest that you leave, Agent DeRitter
什么探员 Agent what?
你在说什么 What are you talking about?
你们的朋友 她是FBI的 Your friend here, she's FBI.
她一直在监视我们 She's been here spying on me
她马上要参加听证会 because of the upcoming hearings.
我看了她的档案 她很危险 I've read her file, she's dangerous.
这才是她真正在做的事情 That's what she's doing.
不是那样的 That's not, that's not...
薇薇安 冷静一点 Vivienne, calm down.
我不会冷静的 I'm not gonna calm down.
她被停职了 She's been suspended.
她利用别人 She uses people.
小萨 Sam?
妈妈 Mom?
她这个人唯利是图 She's always on the make.
你必须离开 You have to leave now!
- 妈妈 - 薇薇安 -Mom! -Vivienne!
给我冷静 Calm down now.
妈妈 它开始了 Mom, it's starting.
我在这陪着你 你很安全 I'm right here with you, you're safe.
把我的包拿来 Get me my bag.
宝贝 妈妈在呢 I'm right here baby.
弗雷迪 Freddie?
好了 Okay.
好了 没事的 吸气 吸气 Okay, okay, breathe in, breathe in.
没事的宝贝 It's okay baby.
麦克斯 Max.
嘿 小猴子 Hey monkey man.
麦克斯 Max.
我要带他回家 I need to get him home.
好了就这样吧 带他离开这里 Okay yeah, let's get him out of here.
你只是没头没脑地摇了几下 没事的 You just do the shaking headless, it's ok.
带他走吧 Let's get him out of here.
别碰他 Leave him alone.
我也要走了 I'm going to get going as well.
你就不能就这样离开吗 You couldn't just leave, could you?
- 我跟你说过的 - 薇薇安 -I told you! -Vivienne!
嘿 嘿 嘿 Hey, hey, hey,
拜托之后请打给我 告诉我他怎么样 please just call me and let me know how he is.
滚开 Move!
萨姆 Sam!
我就知道会有事发生 I knew this was gonna happen.
她根本不会听 She just couldn't listen.
你怎么能说这话 Who are you?
一直以来我都护着你 And all this time I was protecting you
还觉得萨莎对你太苛刻了 thinking Sasha was too hard on you.
我没时间听萨莎跟你说的屁话 I don't have time for whatever Sasha has fed you
妈妈 告诉我们真相 我们要知道真相 The truth, the truth, mom!
在我们互相揭短和辩论前 Before we become judge and jury
也许你该听听某些真相 maybe you ought to listen to some facts here.
或者更多无聊的借口 Or more tedious excuses.
好了 你们俩 Okay, both of you,
消停点吧 坐下 enough, sit down.
去吧 薇薇 我来处理这里 Go on Vivi, I'll take care of this.
去呀 Go on.
你妈妈并没有打算舍弃你 Your mother didn't choose to cut you out of her life.
这是你爸爸的决定 That was your father's decision.
他给了你母亲一次又一次的机会 He gave your mother chance after chance
但她就是没办法振作起来 but she just couldn't pull it together.
然后 当你两岁时 And then when you were two,
那时她还在照看你 却突然晕过去了 she passed out while you were in her care.
她真的差点把你弄丢了 She quite literally lost you.
之后有一位邻居目击你 And then a neighbor spotted you
在一条车流多的街道上游荡 wandering down a busy street.
那就是你母亲最后见到你的时候 That was the last your mother ever saw of you.
所以你为什么要现在告诉我这些 So why are you telling me all this now?
因为这关系到你父亲的遗嘱 'Cause of this counsel to your father's will.
我奉命在你25岁或者当你怀孕的时候 I was directed to share this information with\you
与你分享这些信息 when you turned 25 or when you got pregnant.
他想要你去见你母亲 He wanted you to meet your mother.
小萨 Sammy.
萨曼莎 Samantha!
我不明白 I don't understand.
所以 她就是我们的姐姐吗 So does that make her our sister?
半个姐姐 Half sister.
而且 弗雷迪是我们的侄子 And Freddie's our nephew.
原谅我一直盯着你 Forgive me for staring.
我只是还没能接受事实 I'm just trying to take you in.
因此才有了我们俩 That makes two of us.
萨曼莎 我是麦肯齐 Samantha, it's McKenzie.
你能打个电话给我吗 Can you just call me?
还是我 我很抱歉 It's me again, I'm sorry.
拜托你 能打个电话给我吗 Can you please just call me.
我快疯了 I'm going crazy.
在萨曼莎怀孕期间 你们母亲 Your mother tried to do everything she could
想尽办法去弥补这段关系 to mend fences during Samantha's pregnancy.
她们甚至开始建立一段美好的感情 They even began to forge a really nice relationship.
是发生了什公吗 What happened?
事情都随着弗雷迪的出生而分崩离析 Well things blew apart when Freddie was born.
我需要你 我一个人办不到 I need you, I can't do this alone.
宝贝 我也很想陪着你 I want to honey.
我只是没你这般坚强 I'm just not strong like you are.
那我们的感情将永远 永远无法回到过去 We will never, ever come back from this.
我受够了 I'm done.
带我去最近的酒吧吧 Take me to the nearest bar.
走吧 Come on.
七年来 她没有收到任何关于萨曼莎的消息 Well she didn't hear from Samantha for seven years.
随着弗雷迪长大 他开始问他是否有家人 As Freddie grew older he began to ask if he had any family.
这就是我们想与他亲近的原因吗 Is that why we feel so close to him?
也许吧 Maybe.
或者你只是本能地想去亲近他 Or maybe you just can't help but feel close to him.
妈妈为什么 为什么不告诉我们 Why mom, why didn't you tell us?
是否告诉你们这件事 取决于萨曼莎 This really was up to Samantha to share with you.
毕竟她没有和我联系过 After all she didn't have to make contact with me.
随便吧 Whatever.
萨莎 我知道你想冲我发火 Sasha, I know that you wanna be angry with me
以此来掩盖你的伤口 to cover up your hurt.
是的没错 我把很多事都弄得一团糟 And yes, I have made such a mess of so many things.
我努力了 我尝试过弥补 I am trying, I really am.
我甚至不能祈求你中途来见我 And I can't even ask you to meet me halfway
因为我知道我又要逐渐 because I know that I have to earn your trust back again
取回你的信任 over time,
但如今 我需要去确认 but right now I need to go and make sure that
弗雷迪和萨曼莎平安无事 Freddie and Samantha are okay.
萨曼莎 请你告诉我弗雷迪没事了好吗 Samantha, please just let me know that Freddie's okay.
我知道你很难过 但我可以解释 I know you're upset, but I can explain.
而且有些事 我需要告诉你 And there's something I need to tell you.
我要当面跟你说才行 But I can't do this over the phone.
你能看着他吗 Can you watch him?
什么 What?
我要去药房拿一些 I need to run to the pharmacy to pick up
抑制癫痫的药物 his seizure medication.
没问题 Oh sure.
我很快就回来了 Okay, I'll be right back.
薇薇安女士 Miss Vivienne?
怎么了宝贝 Yes honey?
你和我有好多共同点 You and I have a lot in common.
那是什么呢 宝贝 How's that honey?
我们的时间都很珍贵 所以我们 We only get one day at a time.
要争分夺秒 过好每一天 So we've gotta make each one count.
肯定是你妈妈忘记带钥匙了 Your mother must have forgotten her keys.
我马上回来 好吗 I'll be right back, okay?
你来这里做什么 What are you doing here?
我以为我已经解释得很清楚了 I thought I made myself perfectly clear.
那你在这里做什么 What are you doing here?
我来帮我女儿 I am here to help my daughter
所以看在上帝的份上 你离她远点吧 and so help me God, you stay away from her.
什么 What?
你在说什么 What are you talking about?
萨曼莎 是我的女儿 My daughter, Samantha.
我才把她拉回我的生命中 I have just gotten her back into my life
我是绝对不会让你 and the last thing I am gonna let you do
去伤害她的 is hurt her.
不 不 不是这样的 No, no, no way.
我才和她培养起感情 I am just building a relationship with her
如果被她发现了 这一切都会化为乌有的 and it would be destroyed if she finds out.
薇薇安 她必须知道 She has to know, Vivienne.
我现在不打算欺骗她 I'm not gonna lie to her now.
这里都发生了什么 What the hell is going on here?
没事 It's nothing.
我们很多年前就认识了 We knew each other from years ago.
不 必须有人告诉我发生了什么 No, someone is gonna tell me what's going on.
这不该发生的 It shouldn't have happened.
麦肯齐 McKenzie?
宝贝 我喝醉了 I was drunk honey.
不 妈妈 够了 No, that's enough mom!
麦肯齐你说 McKenzie?
我们曾经相爱过 We were lovers.
你们都给我出去 I want you both out.
- 萨姆 - 现在 -Sam. -Now.
现在就滚 I said now!
萨姆 我很对不起 Sam, I am so sorry,
但往事已成事实 but I can't take this back.
这已经是十年前的事了 It was 10 years ago.
为什么要是她 Why her of all people?
你为什么不说 Why didn't you say something?
我们俩的关系只维持了一周 It only lasted a week
还有我怎么会知道她是您母亲 and how could I know that she was your mother?
当时我在华盛顿参加阵亡英雄纪念 I was in D.C. for the Fallen Heroes Memorial
我们都很颓废 痛不欲生 and we were both wasted and in so much pain.
饶了我吧 饶了我吧 Spare me, spare me.
我知道痛苦的滋味 这就是我的人生 I know pain, that's what this life is.
我人生充满了痛苦 It's filled with pain.
毫无公平可言 It doesn't play fair.
只会重创你的身心 It kicks you in the gut
但就连自我乞怜 或者是远走高飞 but you don't have the luxury of self pity
自我消沉 这些都成了奢侈品 or to go out and get wasted
因为你还有一个病恹恹的小孩需要照顾 because you have a sick child to take care of.
每一分一秒都不能浪费 And every minute has to count
因为它稍纵即逝 你一呼吸它就溜走了 because it can all go away in a heartbeat.
嘿 看着我 Hey, look at me.
看着我 求你了 Look at me, please.
你不用每天都像块石头那样活着 You don't have to be a rock every single day
你也不用一个人去面对这些 and you don't have to do this alone.
好吗 你不需要 Okay, you don't.
我不知道我是更爱你还是你儿子 I don't know who I'm more in love with, you or your son.
但我向你发誓 But I swear to you.
什么 What?
向我发什么誓 Swear to me what?
那就是我和你一起 That I'm in this!
一起面对 I'm in.
百分之一千确定 A thousand percent.
今天 或者明天 Today, maybe tomorrow.
你是不会知道期限将近 You have no idea what it's like
是什么滋味 to play with an expiration date.
看着 看着日子一天天过 Watching, watching the days go by
时间从手指中流逝 得到越多 失去越多 and the more days you get, all expired.
然后你会和过期的时间一起流逝 And you will simply expire along with it.
停下吧 Stop now!
我们没有时间可耽误 We can't afford the time
去验证你说的是不是真的 to see if you're telling the truth.
特别是你说过的承诺 Especially with your track record.
所以 走吧 So leave.
请你离开 Please leave.
当麦肯齐接到那通电话 It was a year later
已经是一年后了 when McKenzie got the call.
薇薇安 Vivienne?
谢谢你同意来见我 Thanks for agreeing to meet me
我想事情并没有 I guess things didn't turn out the way
按你我所想的去发展 either one of us wanted.
所以为什么让我来这里 So why am I here?
因为 我想当面告诉你 Because I needed to see your face
对于我所惹的一切麻烦 when I tell you how deeply sorry I am
我感到有多抱歉 for all the trouble I caused.
我刚拿到我的年终奖 I just got my year's chip.
希望这次能如愿拿到 Hopefully this time it will take.
挺好 Good for you.
我们全家都搬到了梅尔维埃湖定居 I moved us all permanently up to Lake Mervielle
这样能离萨曼莎和弗雷迪近些 So that we could be near Samantha and Freddie.
那小家伙 That little boy.
要是我们能有他十分之一的勇气就好了 If we all had one tenth the courage he has.
听起来像一个快乐的大家庭 Sounds like one big happy family.
麦肯齐 他们需要你 They need you McKenzie.
亲爱的麦克斯 Dear Max,
天哪 我想你想疯了 gosh I've missed you crazy awful.
妈妈也一样 So does mom.
她虽然不会说出口 She may not say it out loud
但就像我跟你说的那样 but like I told you,
我能感觉到她的心 I can feel things.
我知道去年秋天发生的事有点混乱 I know things got a little messed up last fall.
所有人都犯错了 And everyone made mistakes.
但我觉得错误就像生日蛋糕上的蜡烛 But I kind of think mistakes are like birthday candles.
你需要吹灭的蜡烛越多 The more you have to blow out
代表着你变得越聪明 just means the wiser you've become.
有点像我妈妈最喜欢的单词 金缮 Kind of like my mom's favorite word, Kintsukuroi.
去年我们都受了点伤害 We all got a little broken last year.
但伤痛能治愈 能使我们化茧成蝶 But from the broken we can become beautiful.
我妈妈说她很抱歉她不能一起去 My mom says she's sorry she can't be here,
但祝你们旅程愉快 but have a great trip.
还有 带上这些披萨馅饼才允许你们走哦 And you can't go without some full moon pie.
嘿 记得寄明信片 Hey, send postcards.
噢对了 无论到哪都要发短信给我们 Oh yes and text from everywhere.
麦克斯 Max!
准备好踏上你的第一次星际之旅了吗 You ready for your first star venture?
会经过吉利酒吧吗 Does a pole beat Jilly bar?
我不知道 I don't know.
我就是 星之旅首领 Star venture numero uno!
不可思议地过了12年 12 incredible years passed.
我看着她们之间的爱随着光阴穿梭 And I watched their love grow stronger and more intimate
而愈加浓烈且亲密 each day.
并不是说她们不曾受时间的考验 Not that there weren't challenging times
但她们总以平和与风度去抚平 but they weathered them with grace and dignity.
在病魔面前 我们都认识到 In between the illnesses we all made sure
活着的每一天都可能成为最后一天 we lived each day like it might be our last.
麦克斯现在完全明白到 Max now fully understood that making the simplest things
将别致融入到生活小事中 become special, was the secret to being
是享受生活的密匙 inside of life.
而不再当生命的过客 Not just a bystander.
我爱你 小猴子 I love you monkey man.
我爱她 全心全意 I loved her with everything in me.
我们计划说服母亲再要一个孩子 We had a plan to convince mom to have another child.
因为我知道她想要这样 Because I knew she would want that.
因为我能感觉到她的心 Because I know things.
如果你告诉我 我可以永远当 If you could tell me that I could stay
那样一个套娃 a nesting doll forever,
以编织的童话铸造肉体 包裹着我的骨架 bundled in my shell of handmade fairytale flesh,
我会考虑留下来 I might consider staying.
但我已经不想长大了 成长太累了 But I have grown very tired.
我的内心一片平静 I am full of peace.
现在 是属于她们的时间了 And it's their time now.
我最好的妈妈 和我本人
我的女儿 我最喜欢的 旅伴和最值得 信赖的知己
还有我最伟大的 伙伴和老师
谨以此片纪念
凯拉的第一个粉丝 英雄和最伟大的支持者
还有
我的姐姐 我最好的朋友 世界上的另一个我 不太像的守护天使
字幕分享 新浪微博：百合采集者